Still Waiting..... Patiently of course :)

So as I count the days, I am still waiting for his address!  I am trying to be patient but it is a hard thing to do. 

It's a new and very strange feeling of being alone in our house, this is our first real apartment that is more of a home rather than a outlet that we are renting.  We have made many memories in out little home.  It is more of the little things rather than bigger things.  Such as when we bought our first patio set and had our first beer on the patio in the summer sun.  The halloween parties we had, the christmas parties and  when we made wings in our deep fryer for  superbowl Sunday! 

The things about him that I miss the most are silly things, like how when he didn't shave the scruff on his chin hurt my chin, or even the way he snored or the way he he would put octane on the sirus radio and drum on the stearing wheel of the car!  Its the simple things that I have found to miss the most. 

I have definatly gotten used to it for the most part, and when others say its a "roller coaster" it really is, 5 mins here I am sad and than 5 mins later I am happy than sad than happy!  It is not necesarily the super high and super lows is the little dips and hills of a roller coaster that really get you!

The things that get me through these hills and dips are looking at my favorite picture of the two of us, it was when we first started dating we were in his car, I had his winter hat on and its just really cute!  I also am wearing one of those silicon braceltes, its in a shape of a dirt bike so I squish that or play with it and it puts my mind at ease, the best thing is making sure that I think that "Rob woyuldn't want me to be sad, he was me to be happy and go to work and play with the dogs and do all the things I normally would do on a daily basis.! 

We are in this together, obviosuly in different places and circumstances but we are a team and together whether we are physically together or not we can get through this!

It's only 13 weeks right!  No biggie!  After that 13 weeks it will get better!

Good Night for now!  I hope you all enjoy reading my blog!